I eat chocolate and I don’t exercise. That’s my reality. These are my constants – my joy and my sorrow, shall we say? What I don’t want to do, I do and what I do want to do, I don’t do.
There is a verse in Romans about that, you know: “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.”
So I do want to exercise but I don’t, ever. It’s really bad. And I don’t want to eat chocolate, but I do every day and I shouldn’t.
Confession, I am eating Lindt Chocolate right now and yes at this very moment I am paying the consequence with a hot flash! What is that??? Don’t know why and I am too young (not really) but I have hot flashes from chocolate. It is some kind of cruel physical manifestation of my inner depravity.
I should exercise but I don’t. I shouldn’t eat chocolate but I do. It is very clear. But there is more and it is not so clear.
What else do I do or fail to do that will have much deeper consequences for me and my family?

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